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i am SO pissed..
at least i was this morning.

argh...
she larh..
stupid person..
two stupid people larh..
argh..
hate them like shit.
made me feel so pissed the WHOLE DAY..

see let me show you..

things that make me happy :
1) figure skating
2) my piano and cello
3) being with junice and jing qin and 6a ppl
4) no PE
there's something else that makes me happy but im not writing it here.
as i said it's a public website.

things that make me pissed and unhappy :
1) not playing my piano and cello well
2) exams and tests (esp when i fail)
3) falling out with friends (ARGH DAMN PISSED)
4) leaving 6attentiveness classmates
5) SIAs and projects and homework
6) scolding from teachers
7) exceeding sms bill
8) going for CCA during TE practices
9) handling stress that i cant handle and end up breaking down
10) when a particular person does a particular thing and i get upset.
11) PE and cross-country

see the difference!
actually, i can still add on to the unhappy things.
like fighting with my siblings
and when sarah gets angry with me (though it doesnt really last hurhur)
and when my parents blame me for fighting with siblings
and when i dont get to my tutions in time
and when i dont have enough time to practise my cello and piano and do my homework
resulting in not completing and doing well for homework.

argh..
i hate my stupid life..
and to add to it..
i hate ***.
i think kimyung should knoe wad i mean.

anw SORRY!!!
SORRY ONE-OH-NINE.
sorry for eating in class..
and getting caught..
really sorry.
and why did NO ONE own up lo..
i mean its like i noe ALOT of ppl who ate in class but didnt get caught.
and btw the stupid councillor booked us not because she saw us eating.
because she saw that stupid empty box on the table.
HELLO ALL WE DID WAS POP ONE PATHETIC PIECE OF SUSHI IN OUR MOUTHS?!!
argh..
not as if we were gonna continue eating rite..
stupid councillor...!!

the two good things that happened in this week.
happened TODAY.
i passed my science test.
FINALLY.
because i got another mark.
therefore 19+1=20
i PASSED.
hurraahhhh.
i noe i JUST passed but well..
at least i passed.

the other good thing is that cross-country is finally over.
we went to KAP for light lunch before the run..
we went with connie, fiona, laiweng, qianwen, annabelle and rosalind.
and of cos kimyung. hahaha.
and i knew that would happen..
hahahaa...
nvm..
after that they left lah.. connie, fiona and laiweng and qianwen also..
leaving me kimyung annabelle and rosalind.
we were feeling damned bored lo.
argh.. this post is getting boring...
hahaha.. forward forward.

CHOP CHILLI CHOP AND THE PASSING MESSAGE GAME ROCKS!!
hahahhaha..
so fun..
we played it before the crosscountry.

crosscountry was pure torture.
I CANT BELIEVE CHILING GOT 21st!!!!
ahhhh!!!!
she almost got 20th!!
so sad larhhhhh!!

okay anw i saw libing halfway through the crosscountry.
and SHE IS SO CUTE.
hahhahaha.
though by then i was practically fainting and had no breath therefore i did not say hi.
haha. so sorry. x))
she's still very cute.
hurhurhur.

anw my legs are aching like shit now.
i wonder how i will ice-skate tml.
AHH!!!
I GET TO SKATE WITH MY NEW BOOTS!!
HURRAHH!!
I CANT WAIT!
i just need to spin well and skate well and it'll make my day.
hahahaha.

i shan't blog anymore.
janabel is obssessed with zhuojing.
zhuojing is SO cute.
cuter than libing.. but..
well, libing is still cute.
hahaaha.